Simple Surprise. Awww...

Wow, I haven't written in a while! Aside from not having a topic to write about, I just get really lazy at times to type my thoughts after a long day at work. hehe.

I just can't help but write about my boyfriend tonight (hence the sudden effort to type despite being really sleepy! :) ) . Lately, he has been a really, really good boyfriend and I love him for being one!!! :) He has shown me how he is willing to sacrifice a lot of things just for the sake of love .=) (yuck cheesy!)

Anyway, I've been in cloud 9 for the past 3 hours because he gave me an unexpected surprise. I have done all my best (I tell you... super nagger ako! haha!) to convince him to cut his long, curly, unruly hair, but have not been successful in convincing him to do so. But who would've thought that he would get his haircut tonight?! WOWEE! I even got really pissed at him because he did not fully elaborate on where he was going and the people he will be with tonight. Most of all, he has rejected about 3 of my calls tonight. Kaasar! haha!

I was already getting really pissed at him when 30 minutes after my unsuccessful calls, my phone rings, it's him! HAHA. He asked me if I received any MMS from him (how weird can that get?!), and I was like, "Duh, NO!". It even made me wonder what was in the MMS. Was it a picture that was proof that he's in a safe place with his pals? Or was it a picture of him having loads of fun with his friends? Temper up. hehe.

I never did get that MMS, but I was happier to hear what that MMS contained. "Sige na nga, I'll tell you what's in that picture... I cut my hair! I'll be in your place in 10 minutes so that you can see my new look." Grabe. To the nth level. I couldn't take it. I was ALMOST in tears. I was so touched! I did not expect that he would cut his hair already. Not now!

But then with my hot head at that time, my reaction was, "Why? Why did you cut your hair? HUWAT?!" haha. And then he just said the sweetest thing in the whole world. "I did it for you, because I love you!" Cheesy!!! Haha. He sure beats Freddie Prinze Jr. on the "sweetness" category! HAHA.

When he got to my place, I already knew why he wanted to visit me-- to take pictures of his new look (that's why he's my boyfriend, he can be a photographer/fellow-camera-whore! hehe) Here's a before and after picture of him:




Isn't he more adorable now?! At least he really looks like he's 25 years old now! haha! Kidding:)

I wish he'd give me more surprises in the future! Definitely looking forward to them:)

And to pups, super thank you! You definitely ROCK my world. Besos! :)

Jealousy Oh Jealousy!

Pardon for not being able to blog for the longest time...

Aside from not having the convenience to do so as before (due to my dad's tendencies to make our PC his "second home"), despite the so, so many happenings in my life I end up not thinking of a specific thing to write about. But now that my creative and rational juices are coming out of its shell, I'm taking the opportunity to bash, splash (HAHA!), and crash my drama in life.

Just for an update (para makuha niyo kung bakit ganito ang entry ko ngayon), I am officially with someone (ie, attached, may boyfriend, in a relationship, in love... whatever you call it) for more than a month now. It's been ONE HECK of a rollercoaster life for me, having BLOGGED that "I am not ready for a relationship" or "I'm doomed to be single for life" to being... umm.. yes, IN LOVE. :-)

I am VERY PROUD to say that I am in love with an absolutely GREAT guy, complete with the whole "Mr. Pringles" package. He's adorable, huggable, and what's most important, he respects me for who I am. I guess the 20-year wait was worth it because God sure didn't fail me on this guy..... Oh, and what's funny... I am in love with a puppy (well, his name in Cebuano literally means puppy. haha)

... And now we go to the jealousy part. Call me a jealous, possessive girlfriend, but there are just a few few things that just pinches my heart when I hear him talking about someone (let's just call her "Jackie"). A few reasons why:

1. Jackie can be with him more than I could (ie, proximity issues... go figure)
2. Jackie and Mr. Pringles have more things in common (they share the same passion for one certain hobby (not specifying!!)
3. Jackie belongs to Mr. Pringle's circle of friends
4. ... something about Mr. Pringle's past that haunts me til this day!
5. Mr. Pringles has the tendency to occasionally bring up Jackie in our conversations

Other LAME reasons:
1. He has more pictures of her in his palm/celphone
2. Her gifts mean a lot to him (since it's inclined to his interests)
3. SHE is just too damn special to him (in my opinion, okay?)

It's not that I don't trust my boyfriend, there are just certain things about Jackie that makes me feel insecure about myself. I know she's a great girl, and the thought that with these instances around something MIGHT come out of it just hurts. My Dr. Love is right in saying that I should not feel this way but.... GOD, it has just bothered me lately.

I already told him about my insecurities, and I know these things hurt him too. The thing is, if I tell him these things, it would come out as if I DON'T TRUST HIM. It's as if HE IS MOST LIKELY PRONE of hurting me.... (but don't worry, things are okay between me and him:D)

And now I ask... How will I push away these feelings?

HOW????????????? :-(

Love oh Love!

In the most unexpected time, you suddenly stumble.... And fall in love.=)

God sure knows how to plan things.

SHAME!

Ever been in a situation where somebody accidentally gave you 20 pesos as change instead of just getting 5 pesos? I usually shout for joy when such incident happens to me. The exact thoughts in my mind: "Yes! Nakaisa ako! YEHEY!!"

But now that it happened to me again, I've lost that old feeling already. I feel ashamed just with the thought of what I would've done. It was so greedy of me to even think of such thing. I'm now hating myself.... a lot.

Why I'm Still Single

I got bored at work today, so I decided to answer a quiz from tickle.com.

The Quiz: Why are you still SINGLE?

I know, it's about my single-ness again, but I couldn't help but post the results here. It just speaks so much about how I feel.

Here's what tickle.com told me:

"Enjel, you're single because you don't want to commit

Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party. But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying "yes" to someone, you're afraid you'll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That's something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you're really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all. "


Haha. One word to describe after reading the results: WHAPAK!

I guess I need to risk IF I do want to get in a relationship. :)