My Soulmate (?)

I've always believed in destiny. I know that my soulmate is just out there... And I think I have met him 2 years back.

I know, it seems odd to say this once again after ranting about him a couple of times in this blog, but I can't help but wonder that MAYBE he really is the guy for me... But not for now. We've gone through so many challenges and sacrifices... I have also dated other guys in the span of 2 years but why is it that at the end of the day, I still run to him? He may be thousands of miles away from me but he seems to keep coming back in my life. And it's odd how we try to stay away from each other but I still feel the need to talk to him, or for some chance, we even end up seeing each other this year???????

Sorry, I really don't make any sense while I'm writing. I am just literally writing whatever I'm thinking right now to document this moment. But anyway, yes I was just with the guy of my dreams last Friday and Saturday night. I only found out he was coming to town last Wednesday and 2 days after, we were strolling by Clarke Quay with our bottle of Hoegaarden's. It felt like a dream... I've been dreaming so long for the day when we meet each other again. Last time I saw him in person was in April 2009, and I was even with my cousin. Now the chance to  be together-- just him and I-- has finally happened. I couldn't ask for anything more.

On our last night together, I could not help but be all emo and open with my feelings. It was like this feeling which I tried so hard to let go in the previous year was opened again. And it felt a lot better now because I am already aware of the limits of our relationship and how much we can only handle. I am more mature and strong now... It felt great to be around his arms... I don't even know when I can get that again.

I miss him already... I really do. But then again all I can do now is be patient and just let God do His magic. Seeing him these past two days alone has been magic for me. It's funny, when I think about it, it makes me so happy and so sad at the same time. So happy because I was given the chance to spend even at least 2 days with the person that really matters to me. So sad at the same time because I don't know how long I will have to wait again to get this feeling. It's just different when he's right in front of you, hugging you, and holding your hand to make sure you are safe.

Til next time, my soulmate.

Simple Surprise. Awww...

Wow, I haven't written in a while! Aside from not having a topic to write about, I just get really lazy at times to type my thoughts after a long day at work. hehe.

I just can't help but write about my boyfriend tonight (hence the sudden effort to type despite being really sleepy! :) ) . Lately, he has been a really, really good boyfriend and I love him for being one!!! :) He has shown me how he is willing to sacrifice a lot of things just for the sake of love .=) (yuck cheesy!)

Anyway, I've been in cloud 9 for the past 3 hours because he gave me an unexpected surprise. I have done all my best (I tell you... super nagger ako! haha!) to convince him to cut his long, curly, unruly hair, but have not been successful in convincing him to do so. But who would've thought that he would get his haircut tonight?! WOWEE! I even got really pissed at him because he did not fully elaborate on where he was going and the people he will be with tonight. Most of all, he has rejected about 3 of my calls tonight. Kaasar! haha!

I was already getting really pissed at him when 30 minutes after my unsuccessful calls, my phone rings, it's him! HAHA. He asked me if I received any MMS from him (how weird can that get?!), and I was like, "Duh, NO!". It even made me wonder what was in the MMS. Was it a picture that was proof that he's in a safe place with his pals? Or was it a picture of him having loads of fun with his friends? Temper up. hehe.

I never did get that MMS, but I was happier to hear what that MMS contained. "Sige na nga, I'll tell you what's in that picture... I cut my hair! I'll be in your place in 10 minutes so that you can see my new look." Grabe. To the nth level. I couldn't take it. I was ALMOST in tears. I was so touched! I did not expect that he would cut his hair already. Not now!

But then with my hot head at that time, my reaction was, "Why? Why did you cut your hair? HUWAT?!" haha. And then he just said the sweetest thing in the whole world. "I did it for you, because I love you!" Cheesy!!! Haha. He sure beats Freddie Prinze Jr. on the "sweetness" category! HAHA.

When he got to my place, I already knew why he wanted to visit me-- to take pictures of his new look (that's why he's my boyfriend, he can be a photographer/fellow-camera-whore! hehe) Here's a before and after picture of him:




Isn't he more adorable now?! At least he really looks like he's 25 years old now! haha! Kidding:)

I wish he'd give me more surprises in the future! Definitely looking forward to them:)

And to pups, super thank you! You definitely ROCK my world. Besos! :)