What do you want?

One question that I can't seem to answer.... YET.

Lesgow Pinatubow!

After all the madness from last week, at least I have something to look forward to on June 5...

Because Junes 5 is Pinatubo Day with IB & Friends! Lesgow Pinatubow!

Random.

Easy Target?

I recently asked one of my close friends if I look like I am someone who is easy to get. He said I'm not easy to get but I am an easy target. When I asked why, he said it's because I exude this friendly, happy-go-lucky image and that I look like I'm game for almost anything.

With was has been happening in my life lately, I can't deny the fact that maybe I DO look like an easy target. It's frustrating because I get judged by people without them understanding who I really am. I may be a happy-go-lucky person but I know my limits. It's really starting to bother me.

Honestly, I don't want to change this trait but maybe, all this madness is indeed a sign that I should back off and lie low for now.

Fireproof

Saw a really good and heartwarming movie today on HBO entitled Fireproof. It's about a husband & wife on the verge of getting a divorce but rekindling the love after 40 days. Along the process, the husband finds Christ & becomes a better husband, while the wife realizes the sacrifices & changes her husband went through to prove his love.

Really, really sweet.Yun lang, just wanted to share. :)

YUM =)

Indonesian Fried Chicken at Twentyone Plates is L-O-V-E. <3

Breaktime.

There comes a point in your life when you stop and reflect what has happened so far. Now that I am sick due to excessive partying (and after-office dinners), I can't help but look back and better understand if I am happy with who I have become.

The reason behind this "emoness" is due to a lot of spontaneous and fun events. The past few weeks have been nothing but crazy. I went out almost everyday, "hung out" with someone, came back from a business trip then straight to the bar to get drunk-- twice, went home at 5 in the morning, met new people and random strangers, got drunk some more... The list goes on.

There's actually nothing wrong with what I have been doing lately. It's not like I started smoking pot or had one night stands. I just feel that I do not like who I am becoming to be. I feel the need to control my urge to have fun. I need to lie low... Tone down and just chill for a bit. Focus on other important things like work and family.  Get to know what I really want to do and who I want to become. Rest to party more soon (haha okay fine, maybe I still like to go out and party but not to the extent of getting drunk). Re-assess my priorities.

I'm taking a break.