What do you want?

One question that I can't seem to answer.... YET.

Easy Target?

I recently asked one of my close friends if I look like I am someone who is easy to get. He said I'm not easy to get but I am an easy target. When I asked why, he said it's because I exude this friendly, happy-go-lucky image and that I look like I'm game for almost anything.

With was has been happening in my life lately, I can't deny the fact that maybe I DO look like an easy target. It's frustrating because I get judged by people without them understanding who I really am. I may be a happy-go-lucky person but I know my limits. It's really starting to bother me.

Honestly, I don't want to change this trait but maybe, all this madness is indeed a sign that I should back off and lie low for now.

Breaktime.

There comes a point in your life when you stop and reflect what has happened so far. Now that I am sick due to excessive partying (and after-office dinners), I can't help but look back and better understand if I am happy with who I have become.

The reason behind this "emoness" is due to a lot of spontaneous and fun events. The past few weeks have been nothing but crazy. I went out almost everyday, "hung out" with someone, came back from a business trip then straight to the bar to get drunk-- twice, went home at 5 in the morning, met new people and random strangers, got drunk some more... The list goes on.

There's actually nothing wrong with what I have been doing lately. It's not like I started smoking pot or had one night stands. I just feel that I do not like who I am becoming to be. I feel the need to control my urge to have fun. I need to lie low... Tone down and just chill for a bit. Focus on other important things like work and family.  Get to know what I really want to do and who I want to become. Rest to party more soon (haha okay fine, maybe I still like to go out and party but not to the extent of getting drunk). Re-assess my priorities.

I'm taking a break.

Regina Angela

Nice one. They said I overanalyze a lot. Hmm.. I wonder if there is any truth to this. What do you think? HEHEHE :-)

What Regina Angela Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Silence.

I'm not really a big fan of silence. Heck, I don't even like being silent! I normally find it weird when I don't get to stir up a conversation during study sessions or "chill coffee nights" back in college. But for some reason, I just want to shut up tonight, not watch TV, contemplate, and think..... Think of the things that had been, that are, and the things that will be.

I think I'll be appreciating silence more often now. :)