1. I stumbled upon the synopsis of the new movie, Dear John based on Nicolas Sparks' novel. Upon reading the novel it just made my heart melt more. Can't help but imagine that this could happen to me. And it more or less proves that long distance relationships are just too difficult to keep.
2. On a brighter note, I am looking forward to watching Valentine's Day. Aside from its star-studded cast, I am curious to know what will happen in this movie... Most likely to be very reminiscent of "He's Just Not that Into You" or "Love Actually". Now all I need is a movie date.
3. I am thinking if I have been too harsh with him on the whole situation... I don't know, it just makes me wonder what would happen if we have kept in touch until now.
4. I hate getting stressed and all paranoid. It blocks my problem solving skills. Now how do I prove myself if I'm in this kind of mess? FML.
5. Running is one of the best stress-relievers. I don't mind taking a run even if I'm super duper tired. Will make sure to do this at least once a week. So far, haven't missed a run!
6. I will try my best to eat breakfast everyday and wake up earlier so that I won't be late.
7. I need to get back on track, seriously.
8. I miss the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach. Right now I get nothing but pain in my stomach... Okay, that was an overstatement. :)
So help me, GOD.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
One last time.
As much as I wanted to give US a chance, I need to face the reality that you are just not that into me. And what better way for you to show it than through your birthday greeting card and gift.
Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate the thoughtfulness of having to send a gift all the way to the Philippines. But c'mon, after what we have gone through together last year, you really had to show it bluntly on my face that we are just friends? I beg to differ, we are just not friends. For a time in our year 2009, we were even together. You reciprocated all the sweetness. YOU made me feel special. And obviously in my case you WERE just not a friend. And it hurts me so much that you had to really emphasize on the card that we are JUST friends. The cover card and the personal message. "You have been a great friend. TY" "When FRIENDS have birthdays..." Well, THANKS A LOT MISTER. A little more effort to show some deep gratitude please? I threw the card the very instant I laid my eyes on it.
I know I deserve a better man, and that is the very reason why I am blocking you out of my life now. I can never erase the fact that you have broken my heart. This will be all for the best.
Goodbye, D.
Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate the thoughtfulness of having to send a gift all the way to the Philippines. But c'mon, after what we have gone through together last year, you really had to show it bluntly on my face that we are just friends? I beg to differ, we are just not friends. For a time in our year 2009, we were even together. You reciprocated all the sweetness. YOU made me feel special. And obviously in my case you WERE just not a friend. And it hurts me so much that you had to really emphasize on the card that we are JUST friends. The cover card and the personal message. "You have been a great friend. TY" "When FRIENDS have birthdays..." Well, THANKS A LOT MISTER. A little more effort to show some deep gratitude please? I threw the card the very instant I laid my eyes on it.
I know I deserve a better man, and that is the very reason why I am blocking you out of my life now. I can never erase the fact that you have broken my heart. This will be all for the best.
Goodbye, D.
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